This post will probably make you feel bad so just skip it if you don't want to be depressed for a day. I've just been feeling so shitty lately. People make me sick. Everyone is so fake, and you know what? I'm the same way. I hate looking at others and seeing myself in their ugliness. From the heart, the mouth speaks. So you know what my heart looks like? A black, dried up husk that's good for nothing. No one really changes. You may look different on the outside, but the inside always looks the same...

Wow, wasn't that just awesome? I really needed to vent though. Work has been pissing me off lately and all I do is stew for 8 hours a day. Ugh...

Watched the season finale of The Bachelor tonight. That guy has his head so far up his ass it's not even funny. "Hey, I picked the other chick because she was hotter than you but now I realize she's a naggy bitch and I want to be with you, #2 girl. I did what I felt was right at that time. Now I feel it's right to be with you. Take me back, not-so-hot girl!" SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. All that says is he's going to leave you when something better comes along! Men are such retards!!!!! ARGH!!! I hate reality shows, if people are really like that I'm shooting myself right now!

I need some different music....

Speaking of music, I got the new Franz Ferdinand album and it's pretty bitchin'. Nothing really sticks out yet but I just need to listen a few more times.

Becky has been making me watch America's Best Dance Crew and I'm in love with Quest Crew. They so need to win! It's a group of Asian guys who kick some serious dance ass. It's amazing, watch their most recent performance-->




"Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, but our emptiness. The hardest thing to hide is something that is not there." -Eric Hoffer