Well, it's finally happened. I've fallen out of my happy fun time rock and back into my melancholy stage. I knew it was coming since I just downloaded all those songs, but I didn't expect it to happen the way it did.

DeAnn and I went all the way down to Milwaukee to try out for Public Enemies at the Italian Conference Center, and we didn't even do it. It was so cold and the line was so long, we didn't bother stopping. Especially since a girl on the radio said she had moved a block in an hour and it was already past 6. I think it took about 5 years off of Dean's life though, heh.

Then Steph and Scampi came over and we watched August Rush and Dan in Real Life. I really liked both of them, and I'd wanted to see them for a while. I'm really glad that Dan wasn't a stupid romantic comedy like I thought it was going to be. It was awesome! And Robin Williams as a Prodigy Pimp in Rush was just great. :)

But then on my way home that Buckcherry song "Sorry" came on the radio and I completely broke down. Emotionally, not my car. ;) I mean, I was crying so hard I couldn't see where I was driving. I'm not even sure why I was so upset. Must have been all the depression in those movies or something, I don't know. It's just one of those songs that when you hear it at the right time it just breaks your heart. Good thing there was no one else on the road or I'd probably have been in an accident, haha. Ironically, that song came on right when I was typing this.

Kind of ironic that another song that does this to me is by a band called Buck-Tick.

I think I'll go read some books or something.

"This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside
Never comes out right
And when I see you cry
It makes me wanna die" -"Sorry", Buckcherry